privately public.

& i need to stop lying to myself.
god blessed me with enough sense to
see bullshit before i can smell it
and i still walk around as if i'm blind,
(and don't see what it all really means)
why put even more stress, preventable stress, upon myself?
and even though it'll still be your doing,
i have myself to blame for even giving that option a chance.



fuck that shit.